momentary trouble

This momentary trouble is a lot to own but I'm not alone, I'm not alone

I'm moving to a city where the pain is gone, oh, I'll be homeYou can catch me with my hands up, hey this my stance nowFirm like a group of lawyers, this is worship hands downI let the tears fall; crying out for hopeChrist in my line of sight like a scope'Cause the pain's rising, but I keep smilingThis life just can't compare to paradise, it's like an islandNo fear no shame in meI wanna give up some times but it's plain to seeLord you always have a plan for life; no backupClose 'cause I stand in ChristSo I live with the end in mind, call it retirementHeaven's will lived on Earth; what I'm desiringI heard 'em saying hang on, people will tell you stay strongEncouragement is cool depending on what it's based onPeople gripping empty wishes, hopin' for something differentNo faith, no escape, who can I run to?When this world is a graveyardHere today, gone today, with no hope for tomorrowBut it's different for the children of GodWe hold to every promise even when it gets hardNow can't compare to later, when we will see the SaviorUntil we get to Heaven, I pray that He sustains usEmpty aim, unless it's in His nameEven when I pass away my remains, remainEven if we held down, hang on to your happinessHoping in His holiness and the fact He's compassionateEternal in perspective even in the rough timesOnly for a moment they could never shut us downMy pain is not pleasure, my grief is not joyBut both of them are in the fact that I'll see the LORDAnd so will everyone, born to blood and waterSalvation's coming so keep hoping in the Father

{Finally by Tedashii}

this week has been quiet a roller coaster. to say the least.

the image above is pretty convicting, in light of that, i'll summarize quickly.

and continue crying out to God. hopefully you will too on our behalf.

last week jeff and i took a few (four) pregnancy test and we were VERY positive.

so yesterday we went to a pregnancy center take yet another pregnancy test.

still positive.

we continued on to the ultrasound.

no heart beat.

no embryonic sac.

it can either be too early or a miscarriage.

two extremes.

now its the waiting game.

do i wait trusting that i am pregnant, to find out that i had a miscarriage?

or

do i wait thinking that i might have miscarried, and find out that i am pregnant? 

please pray with us.

This momentary trouble is a lot to own, but I'm not alone.